La Bella Vita!

OOH MY

sooo update :)

umm...

things are very wonderful!!

La Bella Vita...the good life :)

annnnnnnnnd Tracy Lawrence gave an AMAZING concert the other night!!

annnnnnnnnd I got to FINALLY moderate for quizbowl!!!

annnnnnnnnd I HATE being an FFA state officer. :( :( :(

State Staff is STUPID. :( :( :(

and they hate me. :( :( :(

Sooooo...i may not be living in Harrison over the summer. If I get a job on Lake DeGray with a lot of my friends from here, then I will be living with my friend Rachel Fowler down here. If I don't then I will be working in Harrison l0l.

storytime!

James and myself say 'I love you' now.

and it feels....way right!

I know that people say this all the time when they are in love, especially their first time (like me) but I mean seriously, I have never met a guy that I like as more than friends, and yet can be on hundred percent myself around!

We were snuggled up wednesday night before he went to bed in his dorm and he said, I have a secret for you...it took a lot of coaxing and saying, well, i will tell you a secret if you tell me one before he would tell me what his secret was. then he said, i could see myself loving you in the future, the very near future. I replied, How near are we talking about? and he said, very near! So i said, James, I think i am in love with you, and he replied, Katie Good, I KNOW I am in love with you...

sigh

it was amazing.

My Current Favorite Songs

"Fearless" by Taylor Swift [[who sings about my life by the way :) l0l]]

There's somethin' about the way
The street looks when it's just rained
There's a glow off the pavement
You walk me to the car
And you know I wanna ask you to dance right there
In the middle of the parking lot

Yeah
Oh yeah

We're drivin' down the road
I wonder if you know
I'm tryin' so hard not to get caught up now
But you're just so cool
Run your hands through your hair
Absentmindedly makin' me want you

And I don't know how it gets better than this
You take my hand and drag me head first
Fearless
And I don't know why but with you I'd dance in the rain
In a storm in my best dress
Fearless

So baby drive slow
'Til we run out of road in this one horse town
I wanna stay right here in this passenger seat
You put your eyes on me
In this moment now capture it, remember it

Cause I don't know how it gets better than this
You take my hand and drag me head first
Fearless
And I don't know why but with you I'd dance
In a storm in my best dress
Fearless

Well you stood there with me in the doorway
My hands shake
I'm not usually this way but
You pull me in and I'm a little more brave
It's a first kiss, It's flawless, Really something, It's fearless

Oh yeah

Cause I don't know how it gets better than this
You take my hand and drag me head first
Fearless
And I don't know why but with you I'd dance
In a storm in my best dress
Fearless

Cause I don't know how it gets better than this
You take my hand and drag me head first
Fearless
And I don't know why but with you I'd dance
In a storm in my best dress
Fearless

Oh, oh yeah

"Mirror" by Barlow Girl

Mirror, Mirror on the wall, Have I got it?
'Cause Mirror you've always told me who I am
I'm finding it's not easy to be perfect

So sorry you won't define me
Sorry you don't own me
Who are you to tell me
That I'm less than what I should be?
Who are you? Who are you?

I don't need to listen
To the list of things I should do
I won't try, I won't try

Mirror I am seeing a new reflection
I'm looking into the eyes of He who made me
And to Him I have beauty beyond compare

I know He defines me
You don't define me, you don't define me

"Don't Think I Can't Love You" by Jake Owen [[mine and James's song]]

Well, I learned the hard way real early in life
That money sure don't grow on a tree
And there's a few things that a dollar can't buy
The best things in life, they come free

So girl, I can't buy you a big diamond ring
No house on a hill full of life's finer things
And I'll tell you right now there's a whole lot that I just can't do
Oh, but baby, don't think I can't love you

And when I get home after workin' all day
I'm beat down, girl dead on my feet
But as tired as I am, if you wanna play
Well, playin' sounds real good to me

'Cause girl, I can't buy you a big diamond ring
No house on a hill full of life's finer things
And I'll tell you right now there's a whole lot that I just can't do
Oh, but baby, don't think I can't love you

So girl, I can't buy you a big diamond ring
No house on a hill full of life's finer things
And I'll tell you right now there's a whole lot that I just can't do
Oh, but baby, baby, oh baby, don't think I can't love you

Pics of James and Myself

I am not touching the bubble l0l it's just the angle the camera was at l0l

Pictures Coming Soon!

He makes me so happy :)

Like no other guy I've ever met. With my exes I was always ridiculously happy the first couple of weeks, but then I would get bored and end it...James is different. Ever since we first started really talking, he's been able to make me smile with the simplest things, like a random "hey you" text...I love talking to James! He's the funny and playful and the perfect mix of playful meanness and sweetness :)

I don't have the worried neurosis I've experienced with a couple of my exes. Christmas break away from him has been yucky [[except when i'm with my family...never a dull moment there..or a spare one to think about him l0l]]. But at the same time, I think it's a good thing because it's testing the extent of our trust for eachother. I never call to "check on him" like some of my friends do to their boyfriends because I trust him completely. And i know he trusts me like that too, because he doesn't show any of the signs of a jealous boyfriend, and I have experienced that firsthand! Oh. yeah. and he tells me he does :)

I love how I can be 150% myself around him-goofy to the point of being weird! No matter what mood i'm in, he always makes it better, l0l. He's the same around me...when I was first introduced to him, I never thought he'd be the kind of silly, goofy guy he is when it's just me and him...sometimes he's even sillier than me..and that's saying something!! :)

My parents love James and they have yet to meet him! Dad is even using some of his limited deer meat to make a special batch of jerky for James. And my mom is his friend on facebook...and when I am driving and James is texting me, I have my momma text for me, l0l...she really likes him.

He told me his mom really likes me too! They very sneakily played a trick on me Christmas eve....I thought I was texting him, but it was really his mom! She was asking me how my family christmas was and everything, and the whole time I thought it was James!...so i told him [[but really it was his momma]] how I loved my gifts, but how the best part was just hanging out with the family...I even said how happy I was that Avery knew my name, because I hadn't been home for a long time. James told me later that evening that I had been texting his mom and not him...he said that she was like "i really like this girl!" and he told her "that makes two of us!" :) :) :)

So, to make a long story short, I'm falling and that's scary! I hate emotional pain, it hurts worse than ANYTHING! before i've always just ended things so to avoid that part. But not this time! I am deteremined to stick this out and experience all the highs/lows/hurts/happiness that comes with being with someone you truly click with. James Allen Heather is mine, and I am his, and not his crazy ex or my tendency to be scared of this sort of thing is going to change that anytime soon.

Mah Life

Right so an update!

Zakk and I are no more. He didn't ever trust me. And the distance sucked. When I broke up with him he told me he hoped I would get drunk, raped, and pregnant...YUCK! who needs that, right? and to think I though maybe I could love him....that was a lie!! L0L :)

But it's okay, because James helped me through it...l0l :)

So I know he's not as good looking as Zakk to a lot of people, but I think he's gorgeous :)

He's freshman football player who just always makes me feel like a million bucks.

He's great :)