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He makes me so happy :)

Like no other guy I've ever met. With my exes I was always ridiculously happy the first couple of weeks, but then I would get bored and end it...James is different. Ever since we first started really talking, he's been able to make me smile with the simplest things, like a random "hey you" text...I love talking to James! He's the funny and playful and the perfect mix of playful meanness and sweetness :)

I don't have the worried neurosis I've experienced with a couple of my exes. Christmas break away from him has been yucky [[except when i'm with my family...never a dull moment there..or a spare one to think about him l0l]]. But at the same time, I think it's a good thing because it's testing the extent of our trust for eachother. I never call to "check on him" like some of my friends do to their boyfriends because I trust him completely. And i know he trusts me like that too, because he doesn't show any of the signs of a jealous boyfriend, and I have experienced that firsthand! Oh. yeah. and he tells me he does :)

I love how I can be 150% myself around him-goofy to the point of being weird! No matter what mood i'm in, he always makes it better, l0l. He's the same around me...when I was first introduced to him, I never thought he'd be the kind of silly, goofy guy he is when it's just me and him...sometimes he's even sillier than me..and that's saying something!! :)

My parents love James and they have yet to meet him! Dad is even using some of his limited deer meat to make a special batch of jerky for James. And my mom is his friend on facebook...and when I am driving and James is texting me, I have my momma text for me, l0l...she really likes him.

He told me his mom really likes me too! They very sneakily played a trick on me Christmas eve....I thought I was texting him, but it was really his mom! She was asking me how my family christmas was and everything, and the whole time I thought it was James!...so i told him [[but really it was his momma]] how I loved my gifts, but how the best part was just hanging out with the family...I even said how happy I was that Avery knew my name, because I hadn't been home for a long time. James told me later that evening that I had been texting his mom and not him...he said that she was like "i really like this girl!" and he told her "that makes two of us!" :) :) :)

So, to make a long story short, I'm falling and that's scary! I hate emotional pain, it hurts worse than ANYTHING! before i've always just ended things so to avoid that part. But not this time! I am deteremined to stick this out and experience all the highs/lows/hurts/happiness that comes with being with someone you truly click with. James Allen Heather is mine, and I am his, and not his crazy ex or my tendency to be scared of this sort of thing is going to change that anytime soon.