However long the night, the dawn will break.

I certainly hope my dawn breaks soon....because these past two days have been really bad. Grr.

I don't know if that's just the way teenage hormones are supposed to be, or what, but Tuesday and today were just really DEPRESSED days for me...

I'm now entering the stage in the Brad thing where [in the past] things have always gone wrong. It's really hard living way out here, especially when you're not allowed to have ppl over, haven't been allowed to have people over since about 5th grade...he can't come see me, and, gas like it is, it's hard for my parents to let me go see him, because they have a hard time keeping both cars with enough gas in them.

And you know...i know they would let me go see him on school nights...but he never invites me. I hate inviting myself. I feel like the person i am inviting myself on doesn't really want me, or they would have thought of it first, right? idk...

I hear all the time about how teenagers are very easily depressed, because of their hormones, but I don't really agree with that...I think everyone is as susceptible to depression, everyone in the whole wide world. I think it shows in teens more because it's practically expected of them....if you're not upset or depressed or sad, then something is wrong with you! Bull-LOGNA! Teens also haven't really completely fallen into the trap society sets for adults...Saying adults are to know who they are and be happy and healthy in that knowledge...please, does anyone TRULY know who they are? or do you still find out new things about yourself everyday? "Adults who show depression just don't know about their life, or who they are, blah blah blah." Whatever. Everyone is as suseptible as everyone else, but it's not socially healthy for older members of society to display it...whereas it's nearly expected for teens to show it.

Oh, yeah, and my Louisiana aunt and uncle forgot my birthday.

L0L. I'm terrible at remembering birthdays, too, so I'm not upset. :)